okay.

the first aid course was like.
umm.
well.
quite okay.
and yet quite not okay.
cos our instructor was like super cool.
he reminded me of uncle richard.
just nicer x)
hes like so nice and patient with us.
just kinda blind and deaf.
=x
cos when lihui called him he didn't hear.
and he was just like erm 3 feet away?
and when lihui raised her hand and she like waved it all about.
he didn't see.
with his glasses he could.
but without.
yar.
u get wad i mean.
if you dont your like charis low.
thats not good.
so anyway.
the CPR thingy was rather cool.
yap.
and first aid too.
the tester was like.
argh.
horrible.
cos the first practical he liked.
argh.
when we performed CPR.
as in me and lihui.
he was smsing away.
and he missed out on wad we were doing and then he accused us of not doing.
and im like "wads your problem??"
thats my thought.
cos he totally flunk me in the first round.
cos first its check airway.
then breathing.
when i was checking for breathing he like just received a sms.
duh i knew cos it was so loud.
then he didn't tell me the status.
like whether breathing was present or absent.
but duh the dummy couldn't breathe so i took common sense.
then i said bretahing absent then i peformed rescue breathing.
then he was like.
wait wait wait.
why u perform rescue breathing.
i was like speechless and before i could say cos he dummy couldn't breathe he was like "dont skip steps"
so i was like "WHAT?!"
then i looked at lihui then he said "dont look at your friend"
erm.
hallo.
argh.
then he asked me to sit at one corner and read my notes.
okay.
argh.
well.
lihui didn't do much better.
if i remember she was also asked to sit down and read notes.
then i made sure whatever i did was noticeable.
then he was like good.
then lihui did hers.
then we went for lunch.
argh.
then the next practical was oso by him la.
as in he was the tester.
DISCRIMINATION.
argh.
we should be allowed to choose our testers.
fine.
maybe not.
but we should have like different testers lor.
i mean.
argh.
ya.
we [me & lihui] like totally got the same tester as the forst practical.
the guy int he stupid black shirt.
argh.
okay.
relax.
breathe.
=)
im breathing.
argh.
im still coughing.
and still got flu.
and theres game tomoro.
friendly match la.
with AIS.
the australian international sch i think.
yap.
oh.
and Idris passed away..
its really sad la.
its cos of some kind of illness.
='(
cos he was a totally nice driver for us when we were in malaysia.
he took us wherever we wanted to go la.
and was always there on time.
God Bless Him..
sighh..
=(
sighh.
and oh.
we can't do the shirts for juniors anymore..
so sorry juniors...
cos me and lu and rie couldn't meet up.
lu had sumitng on and i couldn't meet cherie cos sick.
and its like too late..
im really sorry juniors...
argh..
dunno wad to do la.
so many things have been going on.
like bad stuff.
to me.
im such a victim..
sorry..
just self sympatising..
and this stupid venice thingy isnt helping.
neither are people who copy stuff from my things.
without like even asking.
they just take it you know.
copy.
paste.
then its there.
and make it look authentic.
and they were once..
well.
forget it..
im really tired..
from the coughing and whatever..
and people dont respond to what i say or do.
even when i spend like so much time on it.
and my mind is in just so much.
can't help it.
you see i seem to not care but i do.
ohwell.
people just can't read my thots.
dun blame them.
but only if they could.
then they'll understand.
ohwell.
i think i gotta take my medicine.
finally got some cos its worsening.
sigh.
dont worry cos i have all my confessions in my diary.
so when i die read it ok.
you'll find like some totally amaing things inside.
big surprises.
especially when u think you know mi.
but u dont.
cos not many people really do know.
not more than 5.
one has passed on..
she just didn't understand..
she doesn't realise it.
you never know cos that person might be you.
nitex people.
God bless.
ad please pray for Idris k.
hes like about 40 with a whole family.
and his a great guy.

okay.
im kinda tired.
just bored oso.
im looking at the teenink thingy now.
finding poems and proses for the stupid lit pt.
okay.
so.
ohh.
thats quite a nice poem.
its about maths.
anyway hmm.
today wad happened?
oh.
i know.
short brought us to far east.
and ohyar.
lihui like totally cannot shop cos shes an SL.
so she stood outside the shops like some bodyguard lor.
poor thing.
shes such a great SL.
w0w.
+clapclapclap+
okay.
then shorts dad picked her up then the rest of us went erm.
atrium?
west atria?
sumting like that.
shaina debby kim lihui and me.
is that all?
ya i think so.
debby and kim bought the weird californian roll or sumting like that.
umm.
i think its some sushi thingy.
anyway then we went mcdonalds/
ice cream.
saw zhenjia with her friend.
okay.
hmm.
wat else did we do.
nothing.
i think thats all.
i've said about the donation thingy right??
yes yes yes.
im so kind. =)
okay.
better sleep.
first aid and CPR thingy tomoro.

ok.

im like.
well.
bored.
ya.
in a way.
todays training was rather okay.
lihui and debby came like super early to shoot.
gan eng seng was there.
i saw lynn.
like in the morning.
she was watching lihui shoot.
and lynn was grumpy as usual.
shes always grumpy.
and violent.
she came for the CPR and first aid course.
netballers one is tomoro.
cos today got like training.
okay so me debby lihui and shaina were there ont ime.
miss hai nee came and she was like shocked to see 4 people.
ohmann reminds me of last time st.margs training.
only 4 people were like warming up.
was me cherie nic and wanda i think.
cherie was like.
so.
umm.
agitated?
no.
thats not the word.
anyway it was really weird.
so me debby lihui and shaina like jogged.
ya.
only four people.
weird.
then umm.
this girl from henry park primary came.
she reminds me of hannah.
erm.
hannah lois ng.
her names kai bin.
i like that name ok.
it sounds nice.
and shes really like me.
as in last time.
really quiet.
i tried to communicate.
so warm up i was like jogging with her all the way.
short came.
passes.
i did some with lihui some with kai bin.
then pitter patter sprint.
suddenly that drill was so fun la.
weird.
then zhenjia came.
miss chng training her on her jumping.
i guess it helped cos she did better in game.
against gan eng seng.
so anyway overAll training was quite fun.
tomoro got CPR course and first aid thingy.
then thursday is game with AIS.
the australian sch.
ohwell.
oh btw today after trainng some of us went far east.
short brought us there to eat chicken rice.
was like.
of all things why chicken rice.
anyway it was rather nice.
i donated more to charity today!!
i've been doing good deeds recently.
yap.
yay im so kind.
and ego too.
donated one to some children thingy.
oh i have this ticket thing in my bag now.
then oso got this pen.
debby contributed ten cents.
shaina fifty cents.
lihui fifty cents.
and the ticket too.
ohwell.
im tired.
and totaly fan-ned.

jus a quick post before i go out.

erm.
okay.
SRC carnival was okok.
hmm.
we got 3rd.
st.margs got first.
we could have done better.
cos we lost to erm.
wad school was that?
they got second.
okay just name them "A"
we drew with them.
they're GA is really violent.
scratched and pushed.
erm.
so then they counted score diff and we lost to them by 2.
ohwell.
not really our fault.
the first game was suppose to be against coral.
then regent came in and played with us instead.
we didn't know anything until coral arrived and the umpire was like...
so coral took like a super long time to cut their nails and whatever.
till we had like 3 minutes to play first half.
we were so pissed la.
or maybe i was.
anyway it was quite slippery.
short slipped.
it was on grass.
anyway we played with st.margs and we lost 11-4
i so gotta try harder.
first half played WA with rachel.
as in rachel was WD.
then played C with naomi.
but overall i think A cube did really well.
i mean like we only had about 4 sec2s?
or 3 or 2.
and most of us are non sch team.
its like totally a great achivement la.
but i think we can do better!! =)
after the games i was like not feeling well.
i like sat on a chair stoning.
maybe i drank too much milo?
no idea.
but i was like really like.
sick.
slept for 13 hours after that la.
really tired.
ok i gotta go change.
watching madasgascarr with JK.
he wans to watch.
=/